Post by Donella McArthur on Aug 22, 2007 20:41:04 GMT -5
12/13/07
Don't expect for this to be updated regularly. When you expect things...you get disappoinment.
Look at me. Go ahead and take a good hard look. What do you see? You probably see a spoiled little rich girl, who parents buy her everything and give her everything. Well they don't give me love. I'm not complaining. when you complain, you're vulnerable, and when you're vulnerable that's a weakness. Woah. Flashback to conversation in support group at rehab.
My life's not perfect. Far from it. Pain Killers is my out. Pain Killers, alcohol, and partying. Chino too. Chino and Pain Killers are my love in life. Chino the most.
Today. Today Marciella called.I don't know why she felt the need to. She called to talk aobut some Charity event she was organizing and how it was a shame I'd have to miss it. She convieniantly let it slip that it would be in New York. She's probably hoping I'll come. You know just make and appearance for the friends and press. Whatever. After out conversation I popped 2 pills.
An upside. I talked to Malcom. He's doing great. Writing his second book. Wants me to come visit him.
Today was another day. Another day and nothing more.
Look at me. Go ahead and take a good hard look. What do you see? You probably see a spoiled little rich girl, who parents buy her everything and give her everything. Well they don't give me love. I'm not complaining. when you complain, you're vulnerable, and when you're vulnerable that's a weakness. Woah. Flashback to conversation in support group at rehab.
My life's not perfect. Far from it. Pain Killers is my out. Pain Killers, alcohol, and partying. Chino too. Chino and Pain Killers are my love in life. Chino the most.
Today. Today Marciella called.I don't know why she felt the need to. She called to talk aobut some Charity event she was organizing and how it was a shame I'd have to miss it. She convieniantly let it slip that it would be in New York. She's probably hoping I'll come. You know just make and appearance for the friends and press. Whatever. After out conversation I popped 2 pills.
An upside. I talked to Malcom. He's doing great. Writing his second book. Wants me to come visit him.
Today was another day. Another day and nothing more.
